....can sum up my life at the moment.
I had a job interview I got the job, but it's a bullshit job.
whatever money I make basically goes back into the job.
I cried on my way home. I never have no gas. I can't even use my heat in fear I'll run out -_-
I'd rather not be here. I'd rather be homeless sometimes.. I think I'll be happier than being here w/ these people.
I'm waiting for my Dad to wake up so he can have some bullshit to complain about,
& for my Mom to come home so she'll have some bullshit to yell about.
I just wanna get out of here, asap.
My parents don't even care that I'm unhappy. I never thought I'd be this kid, though. I've been unhappy for way too long.
I hope things get better for you mama. Don't let it overwhelm you, tho. Just gotta keep pushing for your happiness.
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jas.
Every teenager thinks their parents are the worst. Its just a part of growing up, it may sound stupid now but as you get older you'll grow to understand your parents more and appreciate them. True they can be unfair at times and make themselves seem right even when they aren't. You have to understand that parents are NOT perfect. They make some stuff(rules) up as they go along.There is no such thing as a perfect parent. They eff up sometimes even if they wont ever admit it to you.... Dont sweat it, soon it'll be over before you know it and you'll be onto college and that phase where you cant stand them will turn into that phase where you understand why they did what they did. And you will look at how someone else turned out whose parents let them do whatever they wanted. Trust me, I been there and done that.
ReplyDeleteGirl everyone goes through this phase just think of it as it is a Phase or a chapter . pretty soon you will starting another phase/chapter! and always remember happiness comes from within
ReplyDeleteI can relate to some of the things you're going through...& I know it sucks but what helps me is to do something I love (like singing for example) I'm not trying to be corny or no shit like that lol but doing something I love makes me feel better about myself and it balances out the negative things I don't really care for in my life. My worries don't go away but I'm able to deal with them better because I feel better ya know? please have faith hun! =D
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