Wednesday, January 30, 2013

serious eating problem.

I have came to the conclusions that I have one, a serious eating problem. It is something I just can not get control of. I go a good two weeks (more or less) eating perfectly fine and then everything spirals out of control. It happens every time. I let myself down every time. Then I go on about how I let myself down. I hate how close I was to victory last time and then BLOOP, let myself go. I was literally 10lbs away from my goal weight. 10 freaking lbs - one more month and I would've been at my goal if not a jump away. The closest I have even been. Now I have to start over. This process, I hate. Today is the day I declare that I will work on my eating problem. 
I will think before I eat, every time. Am I eating because I'm sad? Because I'm hungry or just because it is there? I have recently realized I am emotinal eater. I miss my boyfriend, eat. I had big fight, eat. Bad grade, eat. No cute clothes, eat. You get the jist. I'm fighting this battle. 

3 comments:

  1. Find healthier substitutes for your favorite emotional snacks. And just keep trying. It's not easy but take care of your health and try your best.

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  2. I can so relate! I had a binge yesterday and regretted It :(
    Good luck; I'm sure you can do it!!

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  3. I think i eat way too much of the wrong stuff..I eat when im bored and when i go out all i eat is junk food..
    I hope it works out for you :)
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