I go through these phases, once a week or every other week. Where I am just angry, pissed. I hate everyone. I want to disappear. I want to lay in my bed and eat. I'm wishing to be forgotten. I don't care about anything. This happens so often to me that I'm starting to think this may be some sort of disorder or something. God, I just want to be loved... maybe cared for. A friend or something.