I forget why I'm working the day I get paid. It's like buy this, buy that, look nice, get skinny, eat luxurious, travel the world --- oh yeah, I'm suppose to be buying a house.
Today, on my way home (well to pick Dash up then head home)... I cried, I cried for 10 mins. Being home with him, engaging in all of his "first", developing his skills, being besties, waking up at 2 am and playing without a care in the world -- is the lifestyle I miss.
I'm going back to that. I have to support me and my son -- from home.
The love, happiness... joy I feel when I'm home with him is unexplainable. This is a promise to myself (and a note to all other Moms that you can too) that I will put myself in a position to be a stay-at-home Mom once again before Dash is two.
I just want to be a home owner, to have something of mines - ours.
Cause you never know when your time is to go, let's be honest.
What's the best thing to have of your own? To leave to your son?
So that... that is what I'm working for!
THANK YOU GOD!
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